Friday, January 7, 2011

To All the Negative Voices In My Head...

... I'm doing this for myself. I need to prove to myself that I'm able to be someone worthwhile in life. I know I won't regret it when I get it, and I deserve this. So goodnight and good riddence... hopefully for a while.

4 comments:

  1. well chris, you're the best and no matter what you do, you will be the one benefitting from it. you deserve everything you want, especially what you've worked for. i dont know what you're talking about. i doubt you want a fake penis, so go for whatever you want

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  2. wow. you hit the nail on the head (get it... head?) hahah... but seriously.. I'm usually positive at school and with friends but when I get alone I can feel insecure at times.. especially this year because of all the school I have... I'm walking a fine line between "bit too much that I can chew" and "God among Men" y'know? I need to do this, and I know it's fully within my means.. but the marks I want to get are very high and I'm gonna be working hard for a long time... it's only 3 months. I also think that instead of freaking out alone that I'd make a post about it since I'm sure I'm not the only person in the world who feels this way, and to let 'em know that were all there for each other right?

    Having friends is a great source of encouragement and I really want to thank you guys, you've provided me with a ton of support and I wouldn't be feeling as good about things as I would if I didn't have you around. :)

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  3. Dear Chris, it was with much discussion that you've finally decided to take over 5 classes. I know you can do it and I know you know it too. When i started university all I wanted was to pass, then I was so determine about my carreer I made the right sacrifices to up my grades. And I did. We have a lot of classes together, and I think we influence each other positively so I'm always there if you have any question or if we are in need of a very late night session of studying!! I see that you know that if you are surrounded by your friends everything will be better and all the bad voices in your head arrive when you are by yourself. My best advice to you: get enough sleep and surround yourself with friends. Most of them are in the same situation as you (school stress, work etc) so you will totally be understood. and like you say its only three months, live them with passion, you will only have a chance to live january february and march 2011. one chance to live these months fabulously.

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  4. aww thanks Eunice :) I really needed that :) hahah you're incredibly sweet :) I'm working on the ad by the way.. I should have it done tonight so i'll e-mail it to you guys

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